Act Your Rage

Mental health professionals, trauma therapists, nurse practitioners, nurses, and doctors, lend me your ears.

The geniuses have been at work and they have gone and spun their magic on the white heterosexual inferior man who clearly is only of average intelligence and from such a simple beginning was clearly spoiled rotten all his life and was given everything he ever wanted without so much as having to do a damn thing for anything other than throw hissy fits whenever he didn't get enough Christmas presents - and is clearly an ungrateful little narcissist who had model parents that loved him with every inch of their being and gave him everything he could have ever wanted.   This spoiled little shit who's clearly been on the easy track his whole life is too lazy to work, he's too stupid to learn, he's too worthless to help, he's nothing but a parasite that clearly needs a once over to put him in his place.

Clearly, Ms. Rickardo knew exactly what she was talking about when she first flagged this narcissist who simply refused to go along with her lie that she was abused by him somehow that summer.   Clearly, he should have just accepted her assessment that she was abused by him through some type of osmosis psychic abuse power that he has emanated from his very being and sprayed all over her with such malice and disdain - what a piece of shit narcissist.  Clearly, he needed the mental health professionals to kick in the door to his head and fix him.

A man who went from being described by Lin Ritter as someone who was Zen, unflappable, someone who you couldn't rattle in an argument that kept his cool and never got upset.  Someone who calmly argued his point using logic until the other person would flip out and call him a narcissist and then scurry away never to be heard from again.  Surely, this weekly heckler corroborates with the infallible one. was certainly enough proof for the mental health professionals to get on board and start kicking in the doors to the guy's mind.   

After all, his best friend then corroborated his clear narcissism after the Doctor sold his rights - because he was brought into slavery after all, and his rights were sold to his best friend who then decided to hack him and root through his messages, root through his phone and then put cameras in his house because there were some distasteful pictures that clearly meant he was a monster.    So, clearly, the next move was to double up and triple up on cameras in his place and then ridicule all of the shit that was seen making it clear that he can't so much as take a shit without being on camera.

Do you know what that does to someone?  Do you have any clue the psychological effect that has on someone to know that they are being watched 24/7 and can't so much as take a shower, shit, or do anything in their bedroom without it being broadcast on the internet and then see themselves get made fun of on the forums?  It was you by the way that cemented the fact that I'm a heterosexual.     It was how you gay and trans people treated me that absolutely solidified the fact that I was heterosexual.   It shocked me to find out that the group was comprised of gay/trans individuals after what I had seen ridiculing me on the forums.    It was you that took away the ambiguity for me.

This again, spoke to how you were just itching to crucify someone - anyone, it could have been anyone.  Why?  Because I was perpetually told I didn't belong.  I wasn't gay/trans/or female - yet the first thing you assholes were making fun of me over was what?  What was it again?    What was it you were posting about me and creating spaces about me over?    What?     Was that not a sign of being gay or trans?   You said I didn't belong as  I wasn't like you - remember that?  

So, we have this assault on my life and my privacy and I have people breaking into my house daily.  Telling me that they are standing over me while I am sleeping.   Moving shit around.  Searching through my house and going through literally everything that I own and you are absolutely convinced that without a doubt I'm this villain in disguise.     Despite having someone live with me for a month who cleared me and said I was a nonthreat that very same antagonist from whose lie had to be kept and I had to take that 2 year beating over because I refused to submit and say that she was abused by me, that very same person kept things going and egged on the Spanish inquisitions where you began the big dig into my life.

100K in private investigators and 1 full year of 24/7 surveillance and you came up with what?   Nothing.  You came up with nothing.   You told all the people that if you just went in and moved in next to me it was a sure thing you'd find the evidence.  Moving in next door and escalating things would be the surefire way to justify what you'd done thus far - you knew it, something in your guts told you that I was this villain, and if you just moved in next door all the proof would show itself right?

1 year later and you couldn't blackmail me like you intended.  Remember that?  That was what you tried when my accounts ran dry the first time you were going to hold me over a barrel and make me pay you rent for you taking out the mortgage on my behalf and then I paid you rent for the next 20 years and at the end of it you wanted me to sign the place over to you.  At the same time, I was supposed to work a day job and then come home and take care of all the people I didn't want to take care of in my own family.  You thought you had a perfect nursemaid that would be great at wiping all the asses of the very abusers that had been treating him like shit for the past 2 years.   

So, here we are at the end of that year of surveillance and you're a hundred grand in and you were ready to spring the conversation on me where I was going to get to sponsor some of you ladies and pay for everything for the rest of your lives only, to find you had no evidence.    What did you do instead of apologizing?  You stole the insurance check, you killed a woman, and then you forged power of attorney to make sure I was totally fucked over as psychopaths have to get their goal no matter what and the Doctor had her goal of getting me to New York city so she authorized you take all that money and then she utilized her network to make sure I was unable to do anything about it.  Then ensured I stayed poor so I couldn't even afford to get an investigator to help me with the information I needed.

At this point however, I still don't know what happened to Bestie and I still don't know what happened to Christian Gunderson but I suspect one or both of them are dead an you have stolen that money as well.    I'm okay with the woman's money going to her daughter - that made sense.   She was family and the person I was supposed to take care of suddenly ended up dead so there was no one to take care of.  I endorse that and fully support it-although it would have been nice to have been consulted, there is no way that you could have known I would have viewed it that way so I understand.

So, you decide then to steal all the money so that way I have this crash and then I get to go to New York to take care of the doctor in her twilight years while I go to school and work a full-time job and take care of her.  The abuser destroys the life of the target who then of his own free will moves to the abuser and takes care of her in her twilight years while promising to take care of him when she passes away which, no doubt she would have left everything to the girls given what I have just seen here with this other stuff.   But what a victory and what a legend she would have left on the club with a victory like that, right? Destroy a man and have him come and care for you so you don't have to go to a home.  I have to say she gets points for trying and points for a gutsy move.  I too understand this, but I do have a grudge about it as this decision fundamentally is the cause of this crash right here.

Here we are now again nearly a year after the decision for the girls to get all the money and I'm standing guard on my house because the finishing move on this fucking game is to backblow the sewer lines which will fill my house with explosive sewer water and shit spewing out every drain and I don't have insurance for people purposefully blowing up my sewer lines for a fucking game  - so I'm guarding my home and haven't so much as left it in months.

Now, the problem is that this has totally fucked up my job.  They think I'm a lunatic and I'm given the deadline of last Monday to return to work and here I am - awol because I'm still protecting my house from what these assholes are planning on doing for a FUCKING GAME.  So, my job is gone and by connection eventually my home will be gone from lack of payments to which I will then sell the place but hopefully, at the very least YOU WILL  HAVE LOST THE GAME BY THEN and you won't be trying to explode shit in here while I'm trying to sell it.

You like to blame me for my life.    The issue at Christmas time there.  What happened there?  Oh yeah, after you had robbed me of a condo that I was given half of - that wasn't enough so you had to hire someone to extort me for a fucking plumbing subscription which was totally bogus and bullshit.  You sabotaged the hot water heater and then I couldn't go to work causing me a month off as I fought with them over this.  Then I just get back there and my alarms are going off every fucking day as you bastards are breaking into my house every fucking day causing me to stress out even more as you've already framed me for the murder you committed by putting blood on the underside of a mattress making it look like I killed the woman.   So, my stress level is through the roof and then I'm told about this explosion that is coming.

Well, that ends any chance I had of being at work as I sit at home now for months not getting paid and getting royally fucked because of you assholes and your fucking game.   But, no - it's all my fault that my job is fucked.   It is ultimately my responsibility to be at work right?  

You have had one agenda and one agenda only and that this to get your way and to finish your psychopath games off where you get your agenda met by getting me to take care of all the old people.  You bring my father on board who sells me out in perpetuity after I  tell him that my life is in danger he jumps right on board with you ladies and starts playing mind games and breaking shit on my car to try to upsell car insurance etc.   So, clearly, all the bullshit about making sure you take care of the old people was meant as a punishment as you get him all worked up about how he should be pampered for his whole life and how its time for him to put his feet up while his ungrateful narcissist son goes and does everything for him.  

Now, he's acting like an entitled fuck head and he's doing it off the notion that this money is going to come in and he's going to be rich.  Then you plant the idea that I have to keep him happy by caring for him or I won't get any inheritance so then you work him up to get whiny and needy and demanding to make it so I'm catering to him for the rest of his life and he's being the most annoying cunt imagine4able only to find out when he dies that he's still poor and didn't get anything.  That you kept it all and it was a trick to fuck me over one more time.   

Or you did give him the money.  But if you did - he sold me out and I am relieved of obligation to take care of him as he betrayed me and sold me out for money.   Well good for him. You can have him and you can enjoy your money together as |I don't want any of it.,   If I went through the shit I did on these forums and you went and gave him the money instead of me - then you two cunts deserve each other and I hope you make sweet fagot love together.

Uh oh, there he goes again - he's not acting like a narcissist.  Money isn't the be-all and end-all and he's not willing to be a sycophant just to get a few bucks - what the fuck?  Now, he's got to be a narcissist.   Let's run out the clock and make his life shatter, then we can blame him for it and we'll get our way for the fucking faggot psychopath Olympics and he'll come and be our bitch slave as we age.   One way or another this little narcissistic cunt who's had mommy and daddy give him everything he ever desired all his life, this little cunt is going to be at our beck and call for the rest of his days and we'll really stick it to this little white fucking man.    

No.

I do not take responsibility for where I am at.  This is an intentional program designed to destroy men so you can make their life so miserable that whatever sad sack of shit you stick them with at the end which is likely a woman whose 40 years his senior or a fagot who is 20 years his senior - the guy will be so relieved that the abuse from the gang stalking is over and the sabotage you are committing on his life finally is over that he will cling to the old cunts like there was no tomorrow just so he has fresh air and no more discrimination, sabotage, and life abuse - so he can be treated like everyone else is treated instead of purposefully isolated and abused to fuck.   He'll be so happy he'll cling to that fagot like there is no tomorrow right you little cunt? 

Well, geniuses - for a room full of geniuses I hate to break the news to you but you people that specialize in psychology and you people that specialize in trauma that have a combined over 100 years of experience in mental health - it would appear that I see through your shit and you aren't all that great of manipulators after all.  It would seem that you all lose because my life is in the toilet but I'll be God damned if I"m asking you cunts for help or taking that role of yours you had picked out for me from the beginning.   Turns out you cunts lose.

Who wants to bet that there is no scenario that the target figures out their bullshit and refuses to go along so they don't win?   Who wants to be there is no prize for this because the arrogant little cunts never thought an average IQ farm boy would see through their shit and refuse to go along with it on principle?

You miserable cunts did destroy my life and you did do it on purpose.  You can't complain about the drugs, you can't complain about the job, you can't complain about the learned helplessness, you can't complain about the rage and the PTSD symptoms.  The fact is I'm the way I am because of you fucked up bitches and your fucked up game.

Mental HELLth professionals.

You illegitimately sold me.  You passed me around like garbage, fucked up my life, my home, my mental health, took from me incessantly, refused to let me get a win, sabotaged every aspect of my life for your game, and then you tried to blame me for it.  You truly are worthless cunts.